urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boxerdogg21 boxerdogg21 boxerdogg21 2009-04-08T09:33:01Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boxerdogg21:4910 2009-04-08T09:33:01Z 2009-04-08T09:33:01Z im gonna be in so much pain this weekend. :-( so i was comming home from work this morning @ 1:30 am (stupid 10 hour days tho yay for 3-4 days off every weekend), i work in a factory deep in the wilds of SOIL, when all of a sudden i crest a hill and see a whole herd of deer off to one side. Of course there has to be one slow assed stupid deer that hasppens to be in the other side and decides very quickly that he wants to be with his friends. So he starts across the road at a very accelerated pace and i have to decide what to do quickly. the only thing that keeps going through my mind is a opicture of me crushed to death from the deer comming through my windshield and kicking as it dies. so i decide to cut around it as there is no time to stop or even slow down as it is the top and far side of a very steep hilll, that ive been on every single day that ive worked at my job(3 years now) and never seen any deer there (just my luck huh?). well come to find out the grass thats right off the road is unbeliveably slick (find out later theres a freeze advisory go figure huh?). it sucks me off the road like i was never even on it. also just so happens at that very point in the road there is a y intersection that is meeting, with my road being part of the top, and a nasty culvert right smack dab in the middle. no stopping for me either, remember said freeze advisory? apparently frosted over grass makes for no traction either, so i guess i hit the culvert at about 45-50 mph airbag deploys fine, i was wearing my seatbelt, thank god i always do, so all in all im fine. get out of the car to see how bad it is. the front end is gone. one tire completely destroyed. front end leaking fluids. not sure what so i shut off my lights asap. so ive never been in a wreck like this b4 and dont know wether its ok for me to call 911 or not, dont want to be one of those people who are on the news lately i.e. calling 911 for chicken mc. nuggets, so i call my insurance provider as im sure they're used to this kind of thing. the lady that answers the phone explains that i have to call the police and that its ok to call 911 then she asks if im ok and when i say, very shakily, that i was she starts flippin out and calls 911 for me. she tells them where i am and that ive been drinking and that i keep going in and out of conciousness. well i end up with 3 patrolmen and an ambulance there. who inform me to call 911 first next time as the lady got them all riled up for nothing. so they take my statement check me out in the ambulance take me to the police station (in the back of a squad car, scarry thing i never want to experience again) i call my mom and my gf, after having previously texted her to let her know i was ok but that i had had a wreck. my mom picks me up and gets me some mcdonalds on the way home. all that happened between 1:30 and 3 am and now i have to get up at 9 to deal with everything its 4:30 and i cant sleep. ive already sent my teacher a notice that i wont be at school tomorrow (thats a whole nother story right there) and my back and neck are stiffening. ill prolly take some asprin just in case but i walked away from it so i thank god that im ok. it could have been alot worse. i hope the deer is ok. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boxerdogg21:4639 2007-08-21T01:11:42Z 2007-08-21T01:11:42Z well i started back to school on friday (again). im not too worried about acounting or psychology. english however is a whole nnother story. as you can tell from my grammer and syntax i should be an a student, yea right. my teacher is an arogant condescending prick who treats anyone who has made it to HIS english 102 class like they should be english majiors. i am not. i hate english and think that the only requirements you should need to pass an english class is to be able to stand up in front of the class and say, "Yes i can speak english now please give me my passing grade." i dont give a crap about correct punctuation and couldn5t really tell you the difference between an adverb and an adjective let alone an adverb phrase or the 5 different forms of verbs and give 4 examples of each! we had a test on friday and apparently he wasent in a good mood because of it since he came in in a bad mood and made all of us write out the 8 parts of a sentence and give 4 examples of each. i of course had not the slightest idea what the hell he was talking about. so my paper was blank and so was the guy's next to me. this class is suppoised to be about literature not disceting a sentence. i hate grammer. just give us our writing assignments so i can have mine looked at and correct it and i dont need to know the reason why its wrong. i couldnt care less. im never going to use it. im never gonna have to take another english class. i hate english!!!!!! he doesnt have to be such a prick about it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boxerdogg21:4417 2007-08-09T04:53:14Z 2007-08-09T04:53:14Z boy was i wrong about that last one huh? i didnt think this book was as good as the rest of them. so it took me a while to get through it. i finished it weeks ago. harry did die but she had to give it a sugary sweet ending, which i disliked as i usually cheer for the bad guy anyway. it was okay. but i was right about voldemort dying too not just snape. i really wanted neville longbottom to bite the dust cause he is such a useless character. i totally forgot about dobbies existence, and i didnt really care about padfoot or tonks that much. that is saying quite a bit as i happened to like tonks the best out of the good guys. i believe that her and padfoot were totally retarded for leaving their kids w/o parents just so they could have one more adventure but it wasent my book. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boxerdogg21:4300 2007-07-20T23:18:14Z 2007-07-20T23:18:14Z well the last book is released here at midnight tonight. i just wanna make some predictions. first and most unfortunate snape is gonna die prolly saving harry's life. which means as it is most apparent now that he is a good guy. second nevil longbottom is gonna die. lord voldemort is gonna die of course, but i think it is most possible that harry will end up getting taken with him. sirius' cousin bellatrix is gonna die. draco is gonna live unfortunately. minerva mcgonical is going to get seriously injured but will live. im not even sure how much of a roll tonks is gonna play but her and padfoot will both be in it.well there is my predictions. ill post again whenever i finish and ill see how wrong i am. prolly very as im not good at this kinda stuff. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boxerdogg21:3845 2007-06-05T01:45:12Z 2007-06-05T01:45:12Z is it wrong that ive seen 2 of the 3 plays that rayne went to see(and got kicked out of) on least i could do? i really want to see the 3rd one too but its not available around here yet. i feel manly. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boxerdogg21:3625 2007-05-31T01:04:55Z 2007-05-31T01:04:55Z so yea we went to georgia. got up at 9 after working untill 3 the night b4. we didnt leave until 10:30 tho gave heather her wii earlier than expected cause i wanted her to be able to buy stuff for it if she saw something she wanted. she couldnt decide wether to yell at me or to hug me so she made me pick a number (neither one involved giving it back tho). luckily i guessed right and i got a hug. it was a long, hot, and mostly borring ride down there, no one was too much in the mood to do much as, even tho it is only a 2006 model, my car doesnt have air conditioning. went to an outlet mall (gotta love them) and ate at a dennys. finally got down there and went to bed fairly quickly. heather and i had our own private room, for which i was very happy and took to my full advantage. we actually got to sleep in till 9ish and went to river street(read lots of tourist shops along a river). went by lady and sons (paula deans resturant). went back home and slept. got up at 430ish and went to the beach and picked up sea shells and touched a large dead jellyfish. went back home and took a nap. went to fort polaski and a awesome lighthouse then to the beach again. went home and slept. got up and went to a water park which was small but good for a couple of hours, then to a seaturtle hospital. got to watch them operate on a live one through the glass. then back to the house to wait for everyone to get back so we could go to a mall. found an anime/sanrio shop called hello cutie. and a gamestop where i bought my first wii game. fun swing golf (pang ya). went back and ate shrimp gumbo (so very good). went to bed as was exhausted. got up at 930ish and left. followed mom most of the way back till they realized we didnt need to follow them. went to nashville and wandered the opry mills mall and ate at rainforest cafe. good but expensive food. drove home and listened to amber badmouth illinois. shed move down to georgia in a heartbeat. fun was had by all. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boxerdogg21:3465 2007-05-23T03:51:59Z 2007-05-23T03:51:59Z i love my girlfriend. she is the greatest thing to ever happen to me. for our anniversary this year she gave me an awesome dragon with a sword. now that by itself is pretty cool, as i would so collect dragons if i had the space. but this dragon is special. one of a kind as far as i know. this dragon is holding a sword in its paws and has its tail wrapped around it too. thats not what is so special. on the sword she had engraved "i love you" in elvish!!!!!!!! on one side and the date i asked her out on the other. i was already in a good mood today as i get to go on vacation tomorrow and i get to take her, but when i saw that i could have died and not had any regrets. i love her and i will fight for her and im not gonna do anything stupid to lose her. love you heather. oh on a side note theyve put me in charge of the shift in the building where i work. permanently. i still have a supervisor but im the one who makes all the decisions about what goes on in the building. the supervisor has the entire plant to take care of so shes not here very often. so yea yay for me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boxerdogg21:3203 2007-05-01T03:53:51Z 2007-05-01T03:53:51Z i had a great weekend. first off i cleaned my room. it actually resembles a room instead of a storage bin. soooo very glad. then i got to spend the entire weekend from friday night at 6 pm till today at 1 with heather. we went to the fantasy park on giant city road and giant city park and did some hiking. we went to the movies and saw the condemned. not too bad of a movie but not really that great either. next weekend spiderman 3 comes out. yay i gets to see venom, my alltime favorite comic book super hero/villian and in less than a month we are goin to georgia, which is gonna be awesome. and on a side note my super hot girlfriend and i will have been together for 2 years on our trip. and she hasent killed me yet go figure. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boxerdogg21:2960 2007-04-25T00:41:04Z 2007-04-25T00:41:04Z well it was brought to my attention that all i use this for is to bitch and appologize. so i was told that i would have to make my next post happy so here it is. :-D there see its smiling. :-P sorry had to be done. well i had a great weekend. hell you dont hear that much about it but nearly every weekend is great. i usually get to spend them with heather, but this weekend i also got to spend it with a wii. j&j have one and i spent about 6 hours playing it on sunday ( also julie's birthday, happy birthday julie) it was me and thomas at first. took me a while to remember everything but then started spanking him at tennis and then baseball. then we did some bowling and everyone else, read julie robin and heather, also joined in. i won most of the games but julie beat me the last game cause she, "didnt have a baby attached to her that game" yea yea she just didnt want to admit that i powned her ass like 4 games in a row and threw out my shoulder, still cant use it fully, but otherwise heather and i watched some anime and the dark crystal, still an awesome movie muppets rock, oh and we went to see aqua teen hunger force colon movie show for theatres. which was really good, and we ate out at o'charlies whitch is awesome. so i had a good weekend and im takin friday off so maybe i can have an even better one. josh is gettin married in a few months but were gonna try to get up to stl and see him b4 that happens, and the georgia trip is next month so thats gonna be awesome. 12 hours in a car with no air conditioning with ambers and heather. im really lookin forward to it. ill try and let everyone know how that turnes out. also afterward im prolly gonna get my own place again!!!! thank god. bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boxerdogg21:2704 2007-04-19T22:33:54Z 2007-04-19T22:33:54Z im sorry for bein so melodramatic last post. i dont usually tend to feel that sorry for myself. itll all work out one way or the other im sure. if the people who i work with want a war, consider it on. im not gonna go down without a fight so screw them in the ear. its not a popularity contest its a job and as long as i dont mess up too horribly, which should be easy cause really a trained monkey could do this job, they havent as prayer of gettin me out of here. if my very presence pisses them off, fine im not the one whose gonna sit there and hate my job. im gonna do my best and if they wanna start telling the boss about everything that i do or get others to harrass me then their ass is gonna get chewed up and spit out. i will stay here as long as i want. im gonna go to school soon anyway so fuck them im not gonna brely on this place for a living the rest of my life anyway. thanks for your support heather. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boxerdogg21:2442 2007-04-19T01:38:29Z 2007-04-19T01:38:29Z this is strictly a pity me rant so no one has to read it if they dont want to but i need this off my chest. im not exactly sure what it is about my personality that makes people around me hate me? i try so hard to get along. ok ill admit sometimes i come off stron willed and self righteous but for those that actually take the time to get to know me know that i dont mean to come across that way. since i started in my new position at work ive been trying to get along with everyone i have to work with. i dont say a cross word about anyone unless it is in a joking way. and if anyone calls me on it i appologize and try to rectify the situation asap. however ive only been working here for 3 months and tonight i received confirmation that what i had been feeling from everyone else was right. i am the most hated person who works here. i have no one that likes me. i have someone that will stand up for me but only if my job is on the line. for which i am gratefull, but still i havent done anything to anyone. ive tried my best to be everyones, at least work associate, if not friend. but alas i dont know what im doing wrong cause everyone will deny it if i ask and so i cant fix it even if i could. so im just gonna shut up and do my work and dot my is and cross my ts cause if i do anything wrong someone will run to the suprevisor and get me written up for it, its already happened once. and before anyone says that it may all be in my head, i had the one person here tonight tell me that "you didnt hear it from me but you need to watch your ass cause everyone is lookin to get you fired." so tis my fate? i dont know only time will tell. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boxerdogg21:2225 2007-03-13T23:11:42Z 2007-03-13T23:11:42Z I am soooo sorry that i made a mistake in my past that caused such a misunderstanding in the present. i never want to come between heather and her friends. its not right. im sorry i didnt delete that profile from e harmony. at the time i made it (close to 2 years ago at least i think)i was going through a change in my life that eventually made me the person i am today. i wasent even looking really at that time for someone. i figured id be alone for the rest of my life. and shortly after i made it, days i believe, i decided to try being single and i found out i could be happy being alone. but twas not to be. shortly thereafter, few months, i figured out,with a little help from my friends, that i liked heather. im not gonna go into all the sorted details, the misscommunications and misunderstandings that led to our dating. but i will let anyone who happens to read this that i love heather and i will never do anything to hurt her. i know that that is always easy to say and seldom easy to do, but i plan on spending the rest of my life trying to prove those words true. if for some reason, other than the ones we have discussed and agreed on, we decide to go our separate ways, i hope and pray that we could at least do it on good terms, we would make each other miserable if we still see each other as friends. i should have deleted the profile as soon as i realized it wasent anything i needed anymore, but i thought that they would delete it after a while w/o any activity on it. i dont remember when i created it let alone the last time i logged in. i only viewed it once or twice after i created it cause i didnt need it. i was planning on being alone. i am happier now that i ever have been in my life. im not gonna screw it up by doing something stupid. but thatnk you ben for trying to keep heather safe. i truely mean that. you are a good friend. i love you heather, and am soooo sorry for the stress i have caused you. my only hope is to live out my days loving you and proving that to you. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boxerdogg21:1810 2007-02-07T03:11:36Z 2007-02-07T03:11:36Z well i told everyone i would keep them updated. yea right like anyone other than heather reads this but whatever. i got my letter and it told me that i will continue my employment only at another position. so good news. also i went to the oral surgeon today and apparently it was only a checkup and my surgery is scheduled for next tuesday. i get an iv for the first time ever!!! yay :-( not really lookin forward to it but it will have to be done sooner or later. and on a sad note apparently the yahoo messenger is acting up here at work so i cant get on. well thats all in my life. hope everyone else is havin a good week. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boxerdogg21:1614 2007-01-31T03:11:08Z 2007-01-31T03:11:08Z well hello everyone. i really needed to go to the dentist recently. as it was i havent been in a very long time. i have some small cavities and i got the you need to floss more speech, and while they were cleaning them it felt like the nurse lady was tryin to do her best to rip out my teeth with her pick. so im kinda in pain. well they took x-rays and my bottom 2 wisdom teeth are sideways in my mouth so they will never come through the surface and my top 2 are just as far as they are ever gonna come. they are all pushing my other teeth out of alignment (turning them chaotic evil i suppose) and so i now have an appointment for tuesday with an oral surgeon to have all my wisdom teeth removed. i will be put under and im gonna try and have some days off afterwards. but im sure im gonna be in a lot of pain as they are gona have to slice my gums open to get to the bottom 2. ye ha. otherwise i would end up with problems down the road. the letters went out today so i should find out some day this week wether i have a job or not. ill keep you posted. im sure your waiting with baited breath. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boxerdogg21:1315 2007-01-21T00:25:42Z 2007-01-21T00:25:42Z well as my girlfriend was happy to point out when she was apparently very bored last night, thanks heather, its been a while since i last posted. the only things new in my life worth posting is that i am verry happy that the holidays are over, and i have a new pet. she is a hairless rat. as i had already named her b4 i found out her sex, didnt have anything to compare it to and forgot to ask the animal guy, i have named a female rat Vash. after Vash the stampeed from Trigun. verry good anime/manga if you havent experienced it. i got her thursday before last. im still working for now. otherwise imy life is pretty borring. are you happy now heather? see you tonight. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boxerdogg21:1249 2006-11-07T04:59:21Z 2006-11-07T04:59:21Z just wanna say that i have the greatest girlfriend in the world. she is smart sexy and she likes me for who i am. instead of tryin to change me into somethin im not. she puts up with my annoying and teasing. and she truly cares. i love you heather. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boxerdogg21:738 2006-10-26T23:24:57Z 2006-10-26T23:24:57Z well it seems i have another reason to post. as of feb i will be out of work again. i didnt go back to the ammunition plant because i didnt want to deal with all the layoffs but this place is having a drastic layoff and moving almost of their product to mexico. stupid people and making money. o well cant blame them for savin money. and i am happy that they told us early but i am pretty much screwed. on the good note i get my puter back tonight so ill get to talk to heather for a long time tonight. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boxerdogg21:286 2006-10-23T23:26:01Z 2006-10-23T23:26:01Z howdy ya'll. ug stupid redneck sneakin out. well i had a good weekend. spent most of it with heather. either enjoying the great outdoors or just lying in bed with her. as it is i am broken. my lower back hurts so much i can barely walk. i am at work but i am so doped up on pain relievers i cant hardly feel anything. and on a related note i think im also comming down with something as i have such an upset stomache i can barely eat. prolly just from all the drugs tho. tis funny and i had the best weekend i could have ever asked for tho. looking forward to having this weekend off too so that i may enjoy it again.